i wonder if there is a correlation between the choice of song (as in "our song") and the rate of divorce.
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sometimes you look for something so hard-
some information-
and when you finally find it,
it seems such a disappointment.
this seems masochistic.
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try to define yourself with words.
its impossible.
a bunch of adjectives come spilling forth. but you're a lot of this,
a little this,
not that at all.
and sometimes that,
very this,
never that.
always this
and somewhat that.
every adjective is necessarily prefaced with a quantifier.
(ad infinitum)
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you are an athlete.
it makes sense that you are with another athlete.
maybe this is the lesson for today.
i am a _________.
it makes sense that i am with another __________.
but as we just examined,
i am incapable of filling in the blanks.
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words fail me.
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they have been doing that a lot lately.
they are inadequate.
not meaningless, no.
but quite unsatisfactory, all the same.
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in 3 weeks, the poster will hang on my wall.
and i anticipate it transfixing my gaze on a semi-permanant basis.
a new focal point.