December 29, 2007 - things are gonna change, i can feel it
December 24, 2007 - and every english speaking person knows every lyric
December 22, 2007 - and points south
December 22, 2007 - itinerary
December 22, 2007 - balance and reflection
December 22, 2007 - english
December 15, 2007 - as populations increase, are we all looking for more personal space?
December 13, 2007 - uiodfioudfhdfnfjv
December 12, 2007 - reading other blogs
December 11, 2007 - january starts all anew
December 11, 2007 - lake mead
December 09, 2007 - mean?
December 09, 2007 - crockpot knowledge
December 08, 2007 - fjfdfdfjfbuhfujdf
December 07, 2007 - must wikipedia
December 06, 2007 - obsessed with zahi hawass/ i took latin
December 05, 2007 - see, i told you i was using that phrase a lot
December 05, 2007 - see, i told you i was using that phrase a lot
December 03, 2007 - infinite mixed tapes
December 02, 2007 - on addiction
December 01, 2007 - so is the increase in depression and prolonged adolesence
December 01, 2007 - it sounds really gay but i will surely continue it for awhile
December 01, 2007 - represent
November 29, 2007 - i hope all the writers, of all the blogs i read, stay depressed and lonely
November 29, 2007 - space
November 29, 2007 - chief
November 28, 2007 - eating out
November 27, 2007 - just right
November 26, 2007 - i replaced my addiction of caffeine with an addiction to pomegranates
November 25, 2007 - horses can walk right away
November 24, 2007 - it'll work
November 21, 2007 - so.............
November 20, 2007 - super glue
November 18, 2007 - long entries are never a good sign for my mental state
November 17, 2007 - whthshrsfbfbsdjkfbsef
November 15, 2007 - bloggers' block
November 12, 2007 - white, productive but not a catalyst for entries
November 10, 2007 - hdddfdfjfjkfjksfjsfsfjksfjk
November 09, 2007 - lots of things are happening but none of them are profound
November 07, 2007 - the human obsession
November 06, 2007 - i thnk i would feel better about my life if i didn't know my brother
November 03, 2007 - christmas, orgasms
November 03, 2007 - year ending
November 03, 2007 - can't bring myself to delete them though
November 03, 2007 - hedon
November 02, 2007 - smashed
October 29, 2007 - vjffjiodfjidfdffddsdvsd
October 28, 2007 - grown up
October 27, 2007 - the fun part of this is that now i get to start looking at new places
October 26, 2007 - what i want most days is another hour of sleep
October 25, 2007 - a bad way
October 24, 2007 - newsweek, national geo, smithsonian
October 23, 2007 - this means nothing
October 22, 2007 - what would you do?
October 21, 2007 - unreliable
October 19, 2007 - or investments, for that matter/ monopoly loser
October 18, 2007 - in that respect, similar to the mind/body problem
October 18, 2007 - going east, she disappears
October 17, 2007 - spoken conversationally rather than well written
October 11, 2007 - hot is uncomfortable but cold is pain
October 11, 2007 - and my next entry is will be about winter
October 10, 2007 - that and my obvious physical addiction
October 08, 2007 - this is not worded right but it is better than nothing
October 08, 2007 - fdffdfsdfdfsddvjn
October 06, 2007 - flickr
October 05, 2007 - two members
October 04, 2007 - and "Mr." will stay "Mr."
October 04, 2007 - of age
October 03, 2007 - heaven is such a joke
October 02, 2007 - real people disappoint much more than fantasy people
September 30, 2007 - and, going in the other direction, what was before the bang?
September 30, 2007 - no idea
September 29, 2007 - both, i'm sure
September 27, 2007 - i got out of the habit years ago
September 26, 2007 - fickle
September 26, 2007 - so again, i kill the sitemeter
September 26, 2007 - issdsdidhddixvnjxcvjkxc
September 25, 2007 - no reincarnation
September 24, 2007 - wait for it
September 24, 2007 - periods, commas, semicolons, dash
September 23, 2007 - shhh
September 23, 2007 - just like everybody else
September 22, 2007 - and yet everything is perfect for it could be no other way
September 21, 2007 - can't foresee
September 19, 2007 - as, at times, wine is my water
September 18, 2007 - and sometimes straight up cash
September 17, 2007 - sstrjkdgnldngdjrgn
September 16, 2007 - and with cooler weather
September 16, 2007 - title 1
September 13, 2007 - apathy is a luxury
September 13, 2007 - which i guess is obvious but i just never thought about it before
September 13, 2007 - tried to update before but d-land was down
September 09, 2007 - i didn't like the title i gave this earlier
September 09, 2007 - rosemary is the only one left
September 08, 2007 - somewhere i've never been
September 05, 2007 - repeat
September 03, 2007 - instead of having to pretend
September 02, 2007 - oishfgjkvfbjsdfvf
September 01, 2007 - how many people can say the same?
August 28, 2007 - there may or may not be a connection between these two thoughts
August 26, 2007 - surprisingly
August 25, 2007 - not in the middle
August 22, 2007 - whores
August 21, 2007 - officially, the last day of my summer break
August 20, 2007 - also (and not related), i have fleas
August 16, 2007 - rotithjgnm,xbvusgg
August 14, 2007 - wutsdufhjshjsfsf
August 12, 2007 - detox and dry out
August 09, 2007 - broken pieces
August 07, 2007 - or maybe i just wanted an excuse to say nether regions
August 07, 2007 - sigmund understood
August 05, 2007 - 13 minutes until i can bump
August 05, 2007 - said before
August 05, 2007 - just wait, assholes
August 05, 2007 - sgguhsrfjbsvkjshgur
August 05, 2007 - i'd be a happier person if i were a more hopeful person
August 04, 2007 - into the wild
August 02, 2007 - only half
August 02, 2007 - i know, i know- cry me a river
August 01, 2007 - skip prosser died while he was jogging
July 31, 2007 - no sense of moderation
July 29, 2007 - maybe they are good for you somehow; i don't know
July 29, 2007 - hunger
July 23, 2007 - champagne wishes and caviar dreams
July 22, 2007 - weird crackhead guy
July 18, 2007 - and its like $3.00
July 16, 2007 - to an extent; i guess
July 14, 2007 - poe
July 10, 2007 - tdytdjjgiuguj
July 10, 2007 - i still have residual depression about her departure
July 10, 2007 - he actually looks likea conglomeration of so many different people
July 09, 2007 - is it too cheesy to say that it is an end of an era?
July 09, 2007 - nothing else to do
July 08, 2007 - because i am judgmental like that, yo
July 06, 2007 - but i leave for the capital tomorrow
July 06, 2007 - love only those you don't fuck; fuck only those you don't love
July 04, 2007 - tagged
July 03, 2007 - an american
June 30, 2007 - in nyc
June 29, 2007 - children- yes; adults- no
June 26, 2007 - unrelatedly, i love our new book club
June 22, 2007 - would digesting a female fish's hormones affect me any differently than a male fish's?
June 19, 2007 - soighnxjvushvjxvxbv
June 15, 2007 - and so are the cleveland cavaliers
June 15, 2007 - get out the map
June 13, 2007 - indecision
June 13, 2007 - playing make believe is not noble
June 13, 2007 - tdjdjdjdjt
June 12, 2007 - could discuss and analyze this one for hours
June 08, 2007 - next thursday is also a big one
June 06, 2007 - xigdxfghfvxsfgbsdg
June 04, 2007 - fathers are a whole different story
June 02, 2007 - couldn't the two overlap somewhere?
June 02, 2007 - habit of summer moving
June 02, 2007 - snot rockets/ being sick on vaca sucks
June 02, 2007 - whether i know you or not
June 01, 2007 - not having much luck anyway
May 29, 2007 - loved it, masticated it
May 23, 2007 - can't wait
May 17, 2007 - nope nope nope
May 16, 2007 - djjfsdfsdf
May 15, 2007 - obviously
May 14, 2007 - sjhgldrgho;dfhg;dghdf
May 13, 2007 - faith is surely the wrong word, but you know what i mean
May 12, 2007 - i think its who not whom in this circumstance
May 12, 2007 - there are no "powers that be"
May 10, 2007 - so is his doctor apparently
May 10, 2007 - repeat
May 09, 2007 - dear dirk nowitzki...
May 09, 2007 - artificial scents in general
May 09, 2007 - distaste
May 08, 2007 - sometimes constant hypocracy
May 08, 2007 - a few hours of gluttony
May 08, 2007 - time AND space
May 08, 2007 - learn your lesson
May 08, 2007 - time's a revelator
May 08, 2007 - srywrydhfbcgsrtwet
May 08, 2007 - uopigtfhfhnmfyfu
May 08, 2007 - dtjfjfjfjfj
April 30, 2007 - i'm not old enough to have had those days
April 30, 2007 - i'm not old enough to have had those days
April 30, 2007 - i'm not old enough to have had those days
April 30, 2007 - no risk, no glory
April 28, 2007 - probably depends on the definition of exercise
April 27, 2007 - and then its gone
April 26, 2007 - absurdly happy to be in bed with calvino
April 25, 2007 - "forget theuniverse- ita will all go anyway" bumpersticker
April 24, 2007 - shgushghgjdfh
April 23, 2007 - so the whole thing crumbled
April 22, 2007 - do the math
April 21, 2007 - temple, synagogue, etc.
April 21, 2007 - i know it to be true
April 21, 2007 - i know it to be true
April 20, 2007 - iueityudtghdj
April 19, 2007 - dreaming old dreams again
April 19, 2007 - taking down the newspaper clipping
April 19, 2007 - best played at diners and on roadtrips
April 18, 2007 - more than just the obvious one
April 15, 2007 - death is imminent
April 15, 2007 - quick- 8 times 7!
April 15, 2007 - maybe its better this way; i don't have to change
April 15, 2007 - rgurgidgjhdfnm
April 15, 2007 - no judges
April 14, 2007 - white trash
April 13, 2007 - then again, i am the king of bad choices lately
April 13, 2007 - ilyfyjyhyfgyig
April 12, 2007 - own best friend
April 09, 2007 - rtjhrfjhtrfhrth
April 07, 2007 - wasting time
April 06, 2007 - dkkugrsudffgrg
April 05, 2007 - especially p.m.- make a wish
April 05, 2007 - but i really do
April 05, 2007 - york hunt
April 04, 2007 - all bark, no bite
April 02, 2007 - and i am pretty sure that i am not a hypocrite about this
March 31, 2007 - we are all racists and sexists
March 30, 2007 - oihsghsgn
March 30, 2007 - quitters
March 30, 2007 - george and his documentaries
March 30, 2007 - routine
March 29, 2007 - owhruwerweuhreh
March 27, 2007 - don't believe these people
March 26, 2007 - but the omni will be getting a letter
March 24, 2007 - barber shop
March 21, 2007 - i will never broil again
March 21, 2007 - here's my self-indulgence
March 20, 2007 - saturday night/ sunday morning
March 19, 2007 - half a minute
March 18, 2007 - i can't remember the exact line but he was saying something to susie
March 18, 2007 - i have been watching bastetball for three days straight and i've got one more day until i get a break
March 16, 2007 - can't stay away
March 05, 2007 - i'm out
March 05, 2007 - sfkgndfgndgndripgdrf
March 01, 2007 - if you had no senses, could you have any thoughts?
February 26, 2007 - aging is just being more alive
February 26, 2007 - i need to find out
February 26, 2007 - the ultimate voyeur
February 24, 2007 - the higher the level of education, the lower the level of self-esteem
February 23, 2007 - and there are tiny purple flowers growing in the grass
February 20, 2007 - nothing is directly causal
February 18, 2007 - one bedroom
February 17, 2007 - cd cases will become relics
February 17, 2007 - if no, then there is a buck you'll never see again
February 17, 2007 - because then what is the "end"?
February 16, 2007 - probably incoherent babbling, all this
February 16, 2007 - anticipate
February 16, 2007 - signs
February 16, 2007 - black history
February 15, 2007 - but so far its been a slow peel
February 14, 2007 - yeah
February 13, 2007 - and my nose is stuffed up
February 13, 2007 - well, i can count at least 6 or 7 ways
February 09, 2007 - i, of course, have no such luck
February 09, 2007 - college (in reali's voice)
February 08, 2007 - cameron indoor stadium
February 05, 2007 - i'm here to judge
February 05, 2007 - i'm hoping its not as bad as it sounds
February 05, 2007 - see what happens
February 04, 2007 - i like a good variety
February 04, 2007 - koiruiruiorgisri
February 04, 2007 - ants marching and all that
February 03, 2007 - scent of coffee/ i haven't been right since
February 03, 2007 - i am sounding so cheesy lately
February 02, 2007 - good times, my friend
February 01, 2007 - and it just keeps getting better
February 01, 2007 - "and music is her name"
February 01, 2007 - i mean this in the least melodramatic way possible
January 31, 2007 - skufgsrugfsgfjsf
January 26, 2007 - sghdfoghdhgdfjdfjdfgjjdf
January 26, 2007 - amazon says yes
January 22, 2007 - sounds so sci-fi= futuristic. haha. i crack myself up.
January 22, 2007 - faster than the speed of sound
January 22, 2007 - or you are just a klepto/clepto
January 20, 2007 - clutter
January 20, 2007 - any day of the week
January 19, 2007 - same old ball and chain
January 19, 2007 - weird analogy about iq and rubber bands
January 19, 2007 - if you repeat anything to yourself long enough... yeah, you know
January 17, 2007 - chance of snow tomorrow
January 17, 2007 - am open to any suggestions for the future
January 15, 2007 - i look again to chris mccandless aka alexander supertramp
January 15, 2007 - undesirable trait
January 11, 2007 - blocks from buckingham palace
January 11, 2007 - here's a fact about me
January 10, 2007 - a place in which there used to be life
January 10, 2007 - no, go ahead, mock my anguish. please; thats what its there for
January 09, 2007 - fantasizing intensely
January 09, 2007 - owytowtshfsbv
January 09, 2007 - theory
January 07, 2007 - yes; its probably not as fun as it sounds
January 07, 2007 - priorities
January 07, 2007 - too bad it doesn't pay
January 07, 2007 - state
January 06, 2007 - you choose your drug
January 06, 2007 - or both
January 06, 2007 - on sports and life
January 06, 2007 - america, like many other places, has a gun problem
January 06, 2007 - never know/ wasting time
January 03, 2007 - it really was a terribly wonderful time
January 03, 2007 - soft spot for pluto
January 01, 2007 - i fucking adore london; i am drunk
December 30, 2006 - on holiday
December 21, 2006 - you'll see
December 19, 2006 - and i'm checking it twice
December 18, 2006 - somewhere between too much sleep and not enough
December 14, 2006 - what i would do in your shoes
December 12, 2006 - hey hey hey
December 12, 2006 - it is the first time it wasn't a hand-me-down
December 12, 2006 - probably too many reruns of six feet under
December 09, 2006 - sdjuhfgsdufsdjhf
December 09, 2006 - jyftdyrduyfffffffff
December 05, 2006 - how gay sounding
December 02, 2006 - iglyg;ib;kjh;o
December 02, 2006 - i am a fucking moron to complain at all
December 02, 2006 - i love love love good music
November 30, 2006 - and i still have to go to work
November 24, 2006 - variation on a theme
November 24, 2006 - sofghsdghs;jn
November 24, 2006 - not serious
November 22, 2006 - shy= insecure
November 22, 2006 - or that pale
November 22, 2006 - poor man's lament
November 22, 2006 - again, physical vs. non-physical
November 21, 2006 - so do i
November 21, 2006 - "this one's for us"
November 21, 2006 - should've been carolina blue
November 20, 2006 - thank you, stroll
November 16, 2006 - my life's mission is to find the perfect analogy
November 16, 2006 - obviously this will take hundreds, maybe thousands, of years
November 15, 2006 - pretentious pricks
November 15, 2006 - 6 and a half, seven inches
November 14, 2006 - can't afford a new one
November 14, 2006 - no pets, no plants
November 13, 2006 - sorry, with whom to believe
November 10, 2006 - i don't know why i am thinking about this now
November 09, 2006 - i think we all do
November 09, 2006 - small, it must be small
November 09, 2006 - made it myself
November 09, 2006 - chips cashed
November 08, 2006 - and happy hour is every hour
November 07, 2006 - and if working is 'optional' then i ain't working
November 05, 2006 - i can't think of a title
November 05, 2006 - i can't think of a title
November 02, 2006 - sshfgisligfisbvkjgbisfg
November 02, 2006 - like a tin of coffee
November 01, 2006 - other than NYC and maybe a few other major cities
November 01, 2006 - halloween hasn't been that big of a deal this year
October 28, 2006 - i can't bring myself to call it a diary
October 27, 2006 - blood from a turnip
October 24, 2006 - well, i am glad i got that solved
October 24, 2006 - the end of x
October 23, 2006 - jlgxdsxcnvvgvvjguytt
October 23, 2006 - hermit
October 22, 2006 - who do you listen to?
October 20, 2006 - i am making an effort to think more positively
October 19, 2006 - or at least start that way/ ann frank
October 19, 2006 - i think this is the second time i have quoted this
October 19, 2006 - if i wouldn't laugh about it then...
October 18, 2006 - i'm woking now to see if "process of elimination" can achieve this
October 18, 2006 - selective/ filtered
October 18, 2006 - this is more negative than i meant it to be
October 16, 2006 - divorcing
October 16, 2006 - like sugar or salt
October 13, 2006 - i might be a generally unhappy person
October 12, 2006 - but we are forced to teach the children not to laugh at others
October 11, 2006 - sorry i don't have more to offer you at this time
October 09, 2006 - i prefer somewhere
October 09, 2006 - imminent goodbye
October 07, 2006 - i live by the river
October 07, 2006 - detest the somewhats
October 05, 2006 - yellow wood
October 03, 2006 - to the point of absurdity
October 02, 2006 - purple jesus et al
October 02, 2006 - this is my m.o.
September 30, 2006 - october
September 26, 2006 - and fast forward, but i thought i just heard a phone ring
September 26, 2006 - i love you, too
September 26, 2006 - requires high levels of commitment
September 26, 2006 - losing my old haunts
September 26, 2006 - and of all the states, nc has the best prices
September 23, 2006 - i love the word autumnal
September 23, 2006 - and i'm going to ask her about her trip
September 22, 2006 - there are days i actually look forward to it
September 21, 2006 - oh, yeah
September 19, 2006 - verb tense
September 18, 2006 - attell
September 18, 2006 - morality
September 18, 2006 - over it
September 16, 2006 - room 305
September 16, 2006 - 2006
September 16, 2006 - they can make or break
September 15, 2006 - odd
September 15, 2006 - ultimate balance
September 10, 2006 - time to start pricing cars
September 10, 2006 - new year
September 08, 2006 - national geographic
September 08, 2006 - but this really only pertains to reading
September 06, 2006 - "the circle only has one side"
September 05, 2006 - i am a complete fraud
September 03, 2006 - sept 1
September 03, 2006 - jbdf;ogjhsrughsdrf
August 31, 2006 - nay say to the nay sayers
August 31, 2006 - this entry is best read with a british accent
August 30, 2006 - divisive materials
August 30, 2006 - but is this a slippery slope?
August 30, 2006 - wants are not always needs
August 30, 2006 - and i have never really needed to reference one
August 30, 2006 - sdngroujghmnvmndfk
August 29, 2006 - for some its two
August 27, 2006 - owrhtgsrbgkjsdabgkldsarbhgi
August 25, 2006 - to add to my worries
August 25, 2006 - i'm 29 going on 92
August 25, 2006 - not 24
August 25, 2006 - nor have children
August 24, 2006 - i've had this phone for 8 months
August 23, 2006 - the father who sees his son trapped under a car
August 22, 2006 - sometimes i really wish i was a dog
August 22, 2006 - well, hello
August 19, 2006 - i just realized that i've been ashing into my herbal tea
August 19, 2006 - setting goals
August 19, 2006 - rambling on
August 19, 2006 - saturday night and i am updating my diary; this is sad
August 19, 2006 - dead emails
August 17, 2006 - my sappy love letter, though it may not be enough
August 17, 2006 - probably more than a painting
August 16, 2006 - i'll keep looking
August 15, 2006 - i have way too much time on my hands
August 14, 2006 - 'sopranos' on demand
August 14, 2006 - pieworks
August 14, 2006 - cave
August 11, 2006 - obsessed with technology's implications
August 11, 2006 - rearviews included
August 09, 2006 - a chance to learn (cheesy)
August 09, 2006 - the mind's eye
August 09, 2006 - on humans again...
August 09, 2006 - it will keep going past us
August 09, 2006 - average is forgotten.
August 06, 2006 - poor george won't even know he was robbed
August 06, 2006 - hermit
August 06, 2006 - be brief
August 06, 2006 - i don't know what this means
August 02, 2006 - another page completed
August 02, 2006 - ben folds knows whats up
August 02, 2006 - wow, the whole song in a way
August 02, 2006 - not whore but elementary school teacher
August 02, 2006 - sjgh;srhgnsj;
July 30, 2006 - vhs
July 30, 2006 - coo-coo for cocoa puffs
July 27, 2006 - GOD- this idea keeps me up at night
July 24, 2006 - its a different form of riches
July 24, 2006 - i wish i could meet someone who wanted to go to egypt
July 21, 2006 - gibby
July 21, 2006 - 10-15 years away
July 21, 2006 - failure is painful
July 16, 2006 - we will always create them
July 16, 2006 - how i spent my summer vacation by mikehunt
July 11, 2006 - i heart my i-pod
July 11, 2006 - counterintuitive evolution
July 10, 2006 - but like a fortuneteller, i tell her where to go
July 10, 2006 - grammatically incorrect but the content is sound
July 07, 2006 - its easy to lose my respect
July 07, 2006 - i say this now...
July 07, 2006 - and my father doesn't interrupt
July 06, 2006 - monday
July 06, 2006 - i have lots of scars/ i think i posted this before
July 05, 2006 - you, this invisible collective
July 05, 2006 - becoming much more viable
July 05, 2006 - your goals become much more reachable
July 03, 2006 - this latitude and longitude
July 03, 2006 - eternity
July 03, 2006 - soghdfogh
June 04, 2006 - memorial day
June 04, 2006 - some tv news guy
June 04, 2006 - use
June 04, 2006 - i want this to go on record
June 04, 2006 - fetal, foetal, faetal, feotal
June 04, 2006 - success is rarely derived without struggle
June 04, 2006 - everyone looks up to someone
June 04, 2006 - winter olympics (yeah, i haven't updated in awhile)
May 09, 2006 - maybe the meteor hit him
April 01, 2006 - eggs in a basket
February 15, 2006 - and the fucking tb skin test is positive
February 15, 2006 - ah, winter olympics
February 15, 2006 - yeah, its a weird intro into the superbowl
February 15, 2006 - but i openly love the sun
February 14, 2006 - linked
February 06, 2006 - desperately seeking susan
February 01, 2006 - excited
January 27, 2006 - when i was growing up, i could hear it on fairview
January 27, 2006 - i must do some diaryland printing
January 27, 2006 - speaking from inside us
January 27, 2006 - we are our own gods
January 14, 2006 - toole
January 11, 2006 - its been too long for both
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